Anthony van der Holst
2  year  Mo Bro

€ 1.350

Target: € 3.000
raised € 3.915 since 2024
My motivation
Fundraising for cause areas including:
Mental health and suicide prevention

Brothers and sisters, I’m back again to fight for mental health. After running 100 kilometers around a track, 105 kilometers in jeans, and 154 kilometers around Lake Luzern, I’m returning with fresh energy and a new perspective.

This past year has been one of the most challenging of my life. It was the year I finally reached out for help. For years I tried to outrun my feelings by drinking, pushing my limits, and pretending everything was fine. But eventually, I couldn’t keep running from my demons. I entered therapy, and for the first time in my life, I’ve found some peace. Peace with myself, my past, and my situation.

I want to use my story to inspire others and remind you that you don’t have to face your struggles alone. There is always light at the end of the tunnel. I’m here to listen, to share, and to show what’s possible when you truly commit to healing.

Right now, I’m recovering from an injury, but that won’t stop me from going hard for Movember. This one is for everyone still fighting in silence.

I’ve struggled with alcohol abuse, drinking every day, waking up with bottles by my bed, and having no memory of the night before. Life felt empty, and I reached a breaking point where I had to tell my parents I didn’t want to go on. I was at a crossroads: either end it all or make a change.

I chose change. Running gave me a life I never imagined possible. It became my therapy, a way to find purpose, to carry the weight of my past, and to turn pain into progress. Even now, it’s not always easy. Sometimes I struggle to feel proud of myself. I don’t always recognize the person who ran the UTMB or took on other big challenges. When I look in the mirror, I still see the scars that remind me of the battles I’ve fought and the constant need to prove myself.

But that’s part of the journey. If any part of my story resonates with you, or if you know someone who needs to hear that they’re not alone, I invite you to join me. Support the cause, share the message, or run a few kilometers yourself. Together, we can make a difference. Every kilometer, every step, and every shared story counts.

With love,
Ultra Tony

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I'm moving 60km this Movember for the 60 men we lose each hour of every day.
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Je bent lekker bezig Ultra Tony, gaaf om je reis te volgen. Helpt de eigen reis zo af en toe wat dragelijker te maken. Thanks voor het delen van je verhaal en ga zo door!

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